Monday, January 26, 2009

Lets Walk.....

In million of people, and in million of seconds we were about to hunt our desires. Those desire which we although knew that would not be fulfilled, but then also just trying our luck for having a glance of those. It was not as if we were not eligible for those desires, but it was a particular way allotted to us to achieve those desires. So, we went forward for those desires in our own way. That way was somewhat diverged from the way which we had been allotted. But what could we do apart from that. If we were not going to walk that way, some others would have definitely walked. Therefore, we decided, let’s walk.
The second problem was that-where to walk? Its really very much disgusting when next problem jumps on our heads after the solution of the first one. But we didn’t worried at all and decided to walk in a big mall. In that mall, my God, there were so many varieties that any one could wonder which one to choose. Some were short and some were tall. Some were in traditional dress and some were in fancy dresses. Some were trying to show their bare backs and some were trying to hide it. But we were asking each other about our choices. Whether you like this or that? Which one will you choose among them? Some were beautiful and some were sexy. Some had beautiful faces and some had beautiful bodies. Some of them were having big ones and some were having smaller ones. Please don’t take it other way round. We are very decent people and focus only on eyes. We told each other about our choices and sat discussing more on the chairs and looking at them. But this was only our limit. Although we were asking each other whether one could do a particular thing or not but it was just an imagination. The reality was something different.
When were tired of sitting in the mall, we went to the road side to analyze some more things. We always arrived to an inference that-“yes that’s the ultimate one”. But after sometime that ultimate place was taken by the other. In this havoc of ultimate ones we were totally disturbed and agitated. We were not able to decide which one to choose and which one to loose.
In the end we came to know that our imagination’s space was full and was flowing out of the bowl. Therefore we left those desires and started imagination of different desires having a separate bowl.
We don’t know when these imaginations will turn into reality. But we expect that sooner or later they will turn into. Till then let’s walk into more imaginations and expect them turning to reality.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Past, Present and the Future

Well, to start with I would like to say that there are many things in the past which still try playing with one’s present. The glossy image which an individual has about its future may also be affected by the earlier period. I don’t deny about the rules and regulations which one tries to follow to overcome all those tiny pricking past needles but I want to warn ourselves about the further ill effect of one needle which we generally ignore by calling it as a tiny one. When one tiny needle makes a hole in our expanding present into future, then nothing but one thing happens. As we try to fill air in the balloon, simultaneously from that tiny hole, the air is again freed. And who doesn’t like freedom, so is the air. We think that we are expanding our future, we are building our future but the reality is that we itself don’t know that our future is shrinking.
The same is the case with time also. This fourth dimension also likes freedom. But there is one thing which it likes more than the freedom. It’s the speed. Although, we haven’t entered into such a world, where the speed of time’s movement is equal to light, but then also surely it is going to happen. May be we would then be applying Einstein’s theory of relativity in our lives, but Iam sure that those theories would also not be very much helpful to us. Therefore this is clear that the time is not going to help us in anyways. It is passing and it would pass further with more speed.
Now we again come to the same place from where we have started. It’s the past. It’s the same past when we were small babies, incapable of doing anything except wetting out clothes. Then we grew into small kids and then big man. During this growth we were guided by our parents and teachers. Our fathers brought us our demands and our mothers nursed us. But there were many decisions and works which we only were supposed to get involved in. Neither our parents nor our teachers were going to help us beyond one point. That stage of one’s life has the deepest effect in the future balloon of an individual. May be we deny that in present but when we reach the future or the future reaches us, we gradually commit.
We are not child any more. Many have stepped into that zone and many are in transition. The zone which Iam talking about is not having a definite boundary. It’s a loose one. It changes with time. Sometimes it’s the past which can never come, some times it’s the future which will come, but it’s never the present exactly. If it’s the present then it’s either blended with past or the future. This blending ratio varies from person to person. It also depends on how he has filled his balloon in the past and whether he has taken into account those small needles or not.
Many people say that the future is destined. The important thing is not that this was destined, but the way one achieved that destiny. That means how one spent his past and present to get his future. The thing is that we have no other option except saying that this was our destiny. This is very simple also; somewhat logical also but many times it becomes unexplainable.
Now, to end with I would like to say that we should try to focus on our decisions and rules for our growth. We should not deviate a little bit from them, not a single degree, because a single degree deviation can cause large deviations in the distant future.